Friday, January 8, 2010

Recently,

I've been thinking about my newest project at uni "Photography and Realism", and I'm finding it so hard to think of an idea of what to take photos of. I kind of have an idea of what theory I want to test or prove. One of these two.
Either the debate that a digital photo isn't real because it is made up of 0's and 1's. And the editing that takes place between taking the photo and then printing. I wanted to test that those 0's and 1's are just as real as silver gelatin. I was thinking of having a live webcam streaming to a computer screen so that the viewer can see that they are really looking at themselves. Although it will not be a perfect representation of the viewer, it will be them. I think the reason that 0's and 1's are not considered real is because they aren't a physical thing. And I also think that it is just a bit old fashioned, I don't really know which side I am on.
My other theory to test/ prove is that I was going to take a self portrait of myself in large format to get the most detail possible. The lighting isn't necessarily important because no matter what it is, that's how I looked and that moment in time. But then me being me, I then picked this to the bone. I realised that I'd have to contact print the negative to get a true representation of the photo of myself. But then I could do that contact print too dark or light, too contrasty, not contrasty enough. Then I thought I could shoot it on transparency film and then just hand the piece of film. That way I haven't edited it. But then I realised that when taking the photo I could have taken it not perfectly exposed. And I could have used a lens that distorts my face. I know that they say a 50mm lens is the same proportion as human perception when using 35mm etc. but surely it's not perfect and I thought about depth of field. How will I get that exactly how the human eye sees it?
I think now after typing my thoughts up I have realised that maybe I have drifted away from realism to perfectionism. But maybe there isn't a 'real' photograph. There's always someones opinion subjectifying it to an extent, surely this distorts it from being 'real'.
help me

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